the day before yesterday i lost a fortune on the machine. i was there playing untill closing time.
today they were closed.
but tomorrow they will be open. so i'm thinking about getting up early so i can be there at opening time.
the machine didn't pay me yesterday and in the meantime nobody else could have played it.
so the advice i need is: how wise would it be to go back first thing tomorrow morning to try and get my money back (even half of what i lost yesterday would make a significant diffrence to me). or should i just cut my losses?
i really don't know what to do. their's one voice in my head saying to go back and recuperate what i can. but there's also another voice telling me that if i loose allot of money again tomorrow then i'm really going to be in the **** - what with my rent and bills and stuff.
i don't know what i should do
i felt so bad today: a gambling hangover, is what i call it. all the guilt and resentment of a drinking/drugging binge but without the drink/drugs. immagine how bad i'm going to feel if i loose again tomorrow
