I expect a long hard road ahead of me.
The road to recovery can be rough sometimes, but it's really worth the effort to not feel the sickness that drinking brings. I've been trying to stay sober for going on three years now. I've screwed up too many times, but I know that each time I drank again I felt much worse and for several days. I'm determined to get it right this time as staying sober is so much better for me.
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