Originally Posted by
SkiStop 
Well, I can see it was not a very popular question. And I understand why. I'm not looking for a reason to drink again. Just to understand why I am different.
Hi SkiStop
In that case I would recommend reading Beyond the Influence by Katherine Ketcham and William Ashbury.
There is a lot of information in there with scientific studies to back it up discussing alcoholism as a disease and how the alcoholic differs from the normie.