Another thing I'm afraid of is how I got back into being a drunk again. When I was sober for 2 months, my life was great, I got back into shape, landed a new job. Then, one day I was walking by a bar and thought, oh, I can have just one... one turned into 15+ and I ended up leaving the bar at 2a.m. Next thing I knew, I was like, oh well, I messed up my sober streak, and I was right back to my binge drinking.
I'm afraid I will just fall back into that again. I know someone will invite me out for drinks and then I'll just be put back into my old self again. I want to be social, I want to have friends, but it seems like so much of my social life is revolved around drugs and alcohol. How do you guys deal with those situations?