OneLastChance

Thank you. It means a lot to have somewhere like this to vent.

To answer you I've attended A.A. meetings before but usually continued to drink. There is a great noon meeting I was attending but right after work I was right in my old habits.

Other than AA I've only tried to quit on my own. I posted a blong entry that is more life revealing. I have started to go back to this meeting and plan on getting a sponsor in the next meeting I attend.

I'm just sick and tired of being sick and tired but lying to my wife and family makes me feel miserable and as we know, guilt leads us back to our problem.