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So hi...Im 29, Im a well respected health visitor, i have a lovely fiancee, a beautiful home and a little kitten, everyone likes me....yet i have a deep dark secret. Every evening I Get home before my partner, I seperate a vodka bottle into small cola bottles, and I pretend I'm working all night on the pc but instead im drinking. He has no idea. I still get up at 6am for work but feel ******. This has been going on for 3 years. I don't know how to stop. But I want to. Today I rang AA for the first time after having the number typed in 5 times before i rang lol. I;m doing a MSc yo usee...and today was my 1 day a month study day..instead of studying I got up at 7am and drank tile 10am slept til 1pm then got up and drank more. I went to sleep at 4pm before my partner got home then woke up at 7pm and started again. Its beyond a joke now and I want to stop as I've been getting the shakes at about 2pm. It feels good to get this out in the open. xx