Wow. I just got back from a meeting... a new one I had never been to before. The topic was chips. I felt like I should return my 24 hour chip
I decided to keep it and give it back to myself in a few hours. A few people talked about relapsing (how convenient for me). There was a 2 month relapse, 2 year relapse and a 12 year relapse. I knew I had a relapse in me and I am glad I got it out of my system now instead of 2 months or more down the road. I guess I am glad, just looking on the bright side I guess. There was a woman with 15 years who has never relapsed too. All very inspirational and supportive. So, I will go the women's meeting I really like on Saturday and find myself a sponsor.