And what is with CRACK! When he was on heroin- he used to BEG and PLEAD for money! When on alcohol he's just like any other drunk person. But when on crack he turns into a knife wielding maniac - ! I am scared to death of that drug!
crack turns people into psychotic freaks when they smoke it. i'm not sure why it effects the brain this way but it does. I used to smoke crack. some people react worse than others. some people can hide the psychosis better than others... but it is always there. And it can't be controlled. Smoking crack is downright scarey. And it can be down right scarey when you are high on it.
Gawd. just typing about it makes me want to puke.
Seriously protect yourself.
And keep reading and posting. You really sound like a nice girl. And you sound like a smart girl. I'd hate for you to end up a dead girl. I really really would.