((((((Chris!!!))))) So good to see you!! I've been thinking about you! You are doing so incredibly awesome with your recovery but I am so sorry you're having such a rough day!
I'm not even going to pretend that I understand what you're going through, but I just want you to know that we're here to support you today and always.
Have you had a psych evaluation done? Is there perhaps some depression or other issue? Are you still working with your folks?
Just take it one day or hour at a time, sweetie. I'm so very proud of you -- I can't even express it. You are an inspiration to me and I care what happens to you!
((((HUGS))))))