Thanks all.
I should see my doctor. And I should be straight with him and get a full evaluation. Like I said, I am terrified of the doctor's office. My blood pressure goes through the roof, and it's normally fine.
I've had bloodwork done in the past year and nothing jumped off the chart. I bought a life insurance policy for my wife and son, and had the full physical, and all numbers were within normal range. Although, it cannot last if I keep doing what I'm doing.
I'm going on almost 15 years of boozing now--that's ridiculous.