((teke))
my eyes are filled with tears as I read your post - you so beautiful expressed your thoughts and pain - my friend you know that is part of the process and I for one am so grateful that you are sharing it with us.
It helps me to know that I can share my pain with everyone here too.
It helps me to know it's ok to NOT know and still come here for comfort.
You have a beautiful heart and I hate so much that it is hurting and that the children are hurting too - I pray that your HP will intervene and there will be a way for you and them to have a type of service for their father.
Also, my friend, please try to take care of you during this time too - remember you need your basic care also - your rest, try to eat at least something and know prayers are being said for you constantly.
Love ya,
Rita