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least 
I had to want to be sober more than I wanted to drink before I could get and stay sober. I hope you can stop drinking before something really bad happens. Have you thought about taking a week off work and detoxing with medical help? Might be just what you need.
Yes Least- that is what I need. I can't find that window of time right now with my work. My plan is to take a week vacation- when I find the time....probably April sometime, and detox and get back on track. My first detox last year went great (except the first two days) and I honestly didnt even want to drink. Just fell off and got back into the routine.
Thanks
Dub