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Old 02-08-2010, 05:24 PM
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perc10abuzr2010
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Join Date: Feb 2010
Location: Philadelphia, PA
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trying to quit, yet again...

here we go again. At this point I;n not even sure how I god to this point. I used to be outgoing, successful, fun - but thats gone now. Now I beg, borrow and steal to not feel the way I do. I'd love to blame it all on my accident, which is why I started using percs to begin with. But I can't really still be blaming my accident at this point. I should've been responsible with my dosing. Now, I'm dead broke and feel like a horrible person. Today, I made my mom cry. It was the worst feeling in the world. I'm not sure that I'm strong enough to not use this guilt to use again. I just need to be strong, for once. Deal with the pain. I'm out of options. If anyone has any words of wisdom, I sure could use them...Thanks for reading.
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