I definately have those mental spots where I just suddenly pick up a drink i had no intention of drinking....if I slide by that time...i enevidably end up drunk soon after....
but then if you really take a look at this....maybe you can avoid the next temptation, but sorta controled slips make that much harder as my alchoholism has a foot in the door with "proof" I'll be ok...
The point is it's like russian rulete...i don't know which time the bullet is gonna show up
