Recovery, especially in the early days is not a linear thing, sadly...some days we feel great...then blah.
Heard of PAWs?
Post-Acute Withdrawal Syndrome (PAWS) — Why we don’t get better immediately) Digital Dharma
The important thing is to know this passes...and not to take a backward step.
Do you 'do' NA? now might be a good time to call some numbers...
Otherwise...post away
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