Welcome back and it's really good to see that you're back and not still out there. Keep making meetings and try to get into as much action of the program as you can. It was a big help for me in the beginning. Keep busy and active in postive and constructive things. Don't give yourself any time to "intellectualize" or "rationalize" anything. But this is my experience. Do with it as you so please. Hope you stick around and keep coming back.
Wes