I remember smelling coffee in the morning & wishing I was interested in having some instead of a drink to stop the shakes. I wanted to be normal, but saw no way out. I also thought I was fooling everyone by using mouthwash, eyedrops & perfume - all my little cover-ups that didn't ever work. What a waste of time & effort.
I enjoyed this nice, upbeat post - I'll be thinking today of other things that are different now that I've quit - maybe even make a list. It's easy to forget what it used to be like when we were sick. Thanks, Omega10.