Hi Guy
Welcome to SR.
I think it's fair to say that life has not been good for you recently, and that you're not happy. You need a better coping strategy than alcohol.
You say you tried AA and therapy - did you try other meetings of AA or a different sponsor? Did you explore other kinds of therapy or a different therapist?
It's down to us to quit - noone else can make that decision for us - but we have to find the right support...and sometimes I think that means trying as many different things as we can, or even the same thing again in different ways.
Heres a link to some recovery resources
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...resources.html
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