I think there may have been a slight misinterpretation of what I wrote there.
I was just writing off the cuff and didn't re-read what I wrote and I still sort of think what I wrote sums up where I'm at, or else I wouldn't have written it I guess.
Basically at the stage where I can feel I will soon be at the next stage of my recovery and so thus moving onto the next stage in my life. Not looking for anyone to take me to any other level or anyhting like that but just do what feels natural and right for me but obviously a little fearful as it's the next "stage" of my new life. My words and feelings about it for me personally.
Just sharing where I'm at. It's all Gravy!