Thanks for the comments everyone. Yeah, it is one of those easier said than done things "one day at a time" and "don't think."
But I did think tonight at group. That if my active recovery and sobriety is the most important thing in my life, which many say it should be, especially early on in recovery, then it is more important than what will or will not happen, and that whatever does happen, it will be a tool to further my sobriety and recovery.
Omega, I hope whatever you are dealing with works out well for you (: