Funny you posted this....I wrote some at about six years clean, tucked it away in my old first ed. and forgot it...I found it a couple weeks ago. Almost 20 years later. Yea I short changed myself. And at the time I was over reactive as well. I wrote things I wanted to change and things I wanted to do .....it was a neat walk down memory lane. I wrote that my x wife was a hot as could be...still do. We just could not get happy with each other. I wrote that I wanted to loose weight....Still working on it. 75 down, more to go. I wrote about my relationships with my parents. They are all much better. First and formost I wrote that I wanted to stay clean no matter what...yep done that to, no matter what. I wrote that I wanted to know more about Gods Will. Well I know a little more. Thanks J