Hi cheapshot
We cannot give medical advice here, so the best thing to do is ask your doctor.
I think though it's good to note the experiences of people here - medications like ativan can be dangerous. I presume your dr prescribed your dose as set for a reason.
Boredom cravings and anxiety are things most of us have to face at some time. You're not alone.
Read around and post as much as you like. You''ll find a lot of support and encouragement here
Welcome!
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