Can you go to a detox place? Or go to the local hospital to get help with getting thru the first few days of detoxing? Or see your doctor for help? I hope you can find a way to stop drinking because it will get worse. Alcoholism is a progressive disease/problem and will not get better if still drinking.
I'm glad you came back here for help. This is a great place for support and understanding. It IS possible to stop drinking. It starts with today: just for today, don't drink. I wish you the best in your recovery.
