Thank you
I want to thank everyone for the advice and support. As to the questions asked. Yes I do have a sponser but she is not always available. She just started going to school during the day and she works at night. I really like her but I don,t want to overburden her. So I talked with some people in AA and they suggest that I look for another sponser. So at the moment I am looking for a second sponser. As far as working the steps, I am currently working the second step. The problem I am having with this step is I have never had any any education about what God is so I am somewhat confused as to what spirituality is. The people in my AA group have been helping me with this step. They tell me to fake it till I make it, so I make sure I get down on my knees in the morning and at night before bed. I thank whatever is out the for keeping me clean and sober for that day. I also use AA as my highr power.