Early sobriety was a nightmare for me. My living situation had gotten deplorable, because when I was drinking I either didn't care, or couldn't think of a solution. Slowly, as I learned some new ways of looking at life, I began to untangle this mess I was in. Slowly, the light started coming back into my life. I think I was close to 6 months sober before I started to really get my act together.
Please don't give up. It gets better and better, and then one day, you look around and realize your life is more wonderful than you ever dreamed it would be. Just keep plodding along, one day at a time. Ask for help, read here and in your BB. Find a therapist, ask your doctor about new meds, but dont give up. 30 days is a phenomenal start, just for today dont drink.