Howdy lost. Sorry for your struggles. I can't say that my experience with early sobriety was all that much fun. It hasn't been fun for the other folks I've seen go through it. But, even though it was hard, many of them are sober today and enjoy a life beyond their expectations
Originally Posted by
lostmyway 
I have 30 days sober today, and yes I'm in AA and yes I have a sponsor.
I'm guessing you were trying to head off this type of response, but I'll throw it out anyway. AA, check. Sponsor, check. What Step are you on? Has your sponsor sat down with that BB with you and discussed it?