((breec3))
I think you are going through some changes right now. You have come a long way from where you were a short time ago. You are taking responsibility for your part in things, and admitting that the problem isn't always something or someone else. We look for progress not perfection. You are definitely making progress, so give yourself credit. It takes longer for me to see results in myself than for others to see it. I think you are doing great. Hugs, Magic