Thanks everyone. Your support means alot to me. I have people in my life, but none of them understand addiction which has always left me feeling very alone..
Jan24: yeah, the emotion thing is probably the hardest next to the anxiety... for me it's particularly bad at night.. dread, terror, sadness,misery, and feeling like the only person in the universe.. I've never been very emotional either but now I'm thinking that maybe the drink and drugs were causing me to be that way.. Now I'm all over the place.. TV, films, and even the newspaper have all made me cry over this past week.. I assume my brain chemicals are all out of wack and hopefully it will return to normal with time..
Sending positive vibes to all of you,
Steve