Still here. 31 days, 11 hours, 33 minutes. There's multiple times when I feel sad or bored and I think "This is where I used to go have a drink." On the plus side, the desire to drink has, for now, left me, other than the occasional crazy scheme that develops in my mind. My cravings used to be really bad, so things are much easier now.
Have had a few using dreams. I wake up and think, o crap, here we go again, but then I realize I'm exactly where I was when I went to bed, and that I didn't get up, get dressed, and go to whereever I was in my dream.
I have depressive episodes. They last about a half hour, and it is very hard to do anything, I want to just lay there and mope. I try to get up and call somebody, go to meeting, work out, eat. Something, anything, it hurts to just lay there.
Hopefully, my brain and endorphin pathways cooperate. Hurray 12/09 class.