humblestudent glad to hear you are still sober. Are you working a program of recovery? They make a huge difference for many, AA saved my life, I tried for many years to quit my way and alone, alcohol beat me, I sought out the help of others who knew how to stay sober, I found them in AA almost 3 1/2 years ago.
If you are not working a recovery program check some out, they do work for many people.