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Old 01-24-2010, 03:41 PM
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lostmyway
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Join Date: Dec 2009
Location: Somewhere along the Delaware River, Pennsylvania
Posts: 137
What is with the anger?

I was the most peaceful person when I drank. Now I'm 28 days sober and my husband says he is actually afraid of me. There is something in me that I just can't calm. I used to let people walk all over me. Now I am confrontational; I am more than happy to get into an arguement and I don't back down. How could my entire personality have changed so quickly? Is this the real me? If so, I'm not sure I like the real me.

I also feel like I've regressed to about 17 years old again. I just want to REBEL, whether it be with hair color, clothes, the tattoo I just recently got, even silly things like neon colored nail polish. It seems so silly because I am 27 years old and not very grown up!

Has anyone else been through this? What is it all about?
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