Man congrats on 6.5. I cant wait until I can say that one day.It truly is FEAR....I feel guilty every time and I can't live with that anymore.
I am so ready to give it up completely as I need a change in total lifestyle. I have been getting counseling for about a month which has helped me in venting my frustrations to somebody else instead of just myself.
I really am glad that you have changed your outlook on life as there is no sense being here and not enjoying it right? I just have to learn that I can't enjoy life with the sauce. There are so many other productive things to do besides that.