moving sober is not easy
Oh i dont know what i wanted more, to drink the 5 yr old crown royal i found in the very back of that stupid cupboard above the fridge that smelled amazing
(you know the one you cant ever reach so only use it to hide stuff from the kids ...really why do even make them..lol)
or kill my hubby, but ALOT of deep breaths and a few time outs later i made it! we moved from wyoming to denver 2 days after xmas hubby and son in the moving truck and me and the girls and our kitten named Smelley Kat in the car.
It is awesome to go to wal-mart and know that not a single soul in there knows i was a piece of crap drunk, and all the new people i meet and no one at the kids school know either woooohoooo it is easy to get a full recharge on the self esteem when i think of this, it is almost empowering me to become the best me i can be.
yep its me rambling as usual...lol