Congrats on four months.
I know everyone's path is different but in my experience I had to get out of my comfort zone and do what I did not want to do. I didnt like AA but I went, I didnt want a sponsor but I got one and I love her, I didnt want to take any suggestions but I took them all. And here is the beautiful part of it. My bf just relapsed and I detached with love and I AM GOOD. I know I can get through anything because of recovery.
Just keep up the good work