Hello Kevin ~
It didn't happen overnight, but after some contemplation and soul-searching in my own recovery, I have recently "re-invented" myself based on this saying below...wishing the best for you as you pave your way in this much too short lifetime. I've never been happier than when I realized it's not how little I have, but how little I need.
"...There has to be some delight in going to your job everyday. Not all people take pleasure in their work. As a result, we are only selling ourselves short of this fulfillment. Remember when you were asked 'What do you want to be when you grow up?" Think about the reasons 'why' you wanted to be those things. 'To help people, fight crime, etc.'
Those are the same reasons that should lead you into your job today. A passion. A belief. Not the amount of money you are going to make. Instead of finding a job that makes good money and learning to like it ... find out what it is you love to do and make money doing it."