No contact broken - not good.
After a month of no contact, RAH calls me to see what my intentions are for the marriage. After telling him that I intended to continue working on it at some point - he tells me that he wants to talk about ending it.
Part of me says that this is his way of trying to finding out if I care about him. another part says that he wants out let him go.
I was quite reactive - angry and hung up after saying that he is always leaving me anyway so he should do what he wants and leave me alone.
I am quite upset right now. I knew I wasn't ready for any contact with him yet and I proved myself right. I can't talk to him without getting upset and it seems that he isn't ready to discuss anything but leaving.