Don't over think it. Just feel it.
Feels good eh?
I've been relieved of the obsession twice in my life. I spend hours, heck days, wondering what I did. Was it surrendering? Was it being honest? Was it the meds? Did I just finally have enough? Was it the people I surrounded myself with? Was it that time of month?
LMAO.
Enjoy it and have some faith that you might never have an answer.