I was her first sponcee, so it was a lot of trial and error and I think, in part, she did some good things. Went over the steps with me and, when I kept doing things without thinking, made me keep a journal for two weeks, noting things I did without thinking. Everything from driving down a certain street, going to the restroom, brushing my hair, and going to bed. To everything in between. She didn't check it or hold me accountable. And she also ended up giving my phone number out to people I specifically asked her not to do, to becoming hard to reach. And I haven't gone to local meetings since plus I've stayed rather distant with others.. I think, it's definitely been long enough to let the past stay where it is and get going back to meetings locally, so I can go to more and give things another go. After all, I do know which meetings I do like to go to locally. I hope they are still there. I'll have to check it out..
Thanks for reminding me that I've been talking the talk, I need to walk it now.