Thanks guys.
Allport: I didn't find anything you said to be flippant, so appoligies needed. I may indeed try the whole online thing, if for no other reason, than to push myself. I may never get any replies, and I'm cool with that, would kinda be a relief actually!! Anyway, thanks for your replies.
Fubarcdn: I definately need to go to the gym. I live in a neighborhood that has a very nice workout room, minuets away from me, and totally free. It's open 18 hours a day, so I'm about out of excuses. I'm not in that bad a shape, I'm 6'3", about 240-245. It's not even the weight, I just hate the way I look. I don't really think I'm ugly, it's just my mind messing with me. I think the gym would also help with the depression end of things. I just somehow need to get the motivation to just do it. Having a hard time with that right now. Take care.