Hello everyone, I thought I would give a teeny update on my situation since I haven't posted just reading the boards and answering in other places. I am now 2 weeks sober, not many physical symptoms anymore (still a bit restless at night), I am grateful it's only that. But I have found that I do dwell a little less each hour/day/week on the fact that I am without pills. Sometimes I find it miraculous and sometimes I find that the thought makes me anxious. I also find that for the time being that if I stay busy I don't have the free time to think about it! I can't believe how much time I WASTED over drugs! I work more efficiently, go to meetings, I started playing music again and tennis. Amazing! I am starting to feel like a person and not just some shell with only one objective...to keep my supply going. You are all a Godsend thank you so much for your continuing support.