A lot of good advice here Dub.
Here's my .02 LOL
I need to get a plan.
A plan can start today - make a commitment not to drink today, go to a meeting...check out alternatives to 12 step if that's not your scene....
Only you can get yourself out of this Dub. It really is up to you.
Talk, and planning is good, but you need to start 'doing' my friend.
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