Originally Posted by
daphne 
Underneath it all if I am truly honest I do not deserve to be happy
I am have abused my body and tainted my soul screwing up my right to a decent life. I deserve to suffer.
That's BS. You and I and everyone else deserve a happy, meaningful life. It's only when we muck it all up... it's then that we become unhappy.
Your soul is one thing that can never be tainted.
Mark