Hi Th3Natu12al
Welcome to SR.
I have no direct experience, but my general advice is always to see a Dr, and to check out face to face support options like NA.
I realise there are many factors at play here - your job, your kids, the secrecy - but I think it's fair to say if you really want to stop taking them, you have make that a main priority too.
If you like, visit our substance abuse forum where there will be other people with experience of your situation.
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