Its amazing the change I have already seen in my kids. The other day one of them wrote I luv u in the snow on my car. I cried the whole day. My other daughter made a comment on her facebook, "things are looking up". It just tears me apart that I could have done this to them but its the disease and we just have to give it the fight of our lives. They aren't scrutinizing me so close when I walk in the door to see if I have been drinking. They hang out in the kitchen with me when I make dinner. Life is so good.