I agree, Sunset - it's early days yet for you. It took me months to feel semi-normal. There was alot of healing that needed to happen before I could tackle anything major.
Don't become disheartened - the way you're feeling is completely normal and to be expected. I know it's disappointing, but give yourself chance to recover from the devastation of drinking. Then you'll be able to make better decisions & choices about where to go with the rest of your career.
I'm glad you shared this with us.