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Old 01-13-2010, 09:00 AM
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sunset2000
Sober Date 12/21/09
 
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Hey Sneezy! I thought about it, but what a waste! Just because I can't have it anymore doesn't mean it's not precious stuff! LOL But I could tell he REALLY likes his wine so pouring it out wasn't really an option. I could sense that he wanted it, or at the very least didn't want it to go to waste.

Thanks, Lion! In the moment, when I was in it, it didn't seem hard at all. Almost like an out of body experience, where it just happened and it wasn't really me saying it. Does that make sense?

Anyway, now I see what this whole thing is REALLY about. And that is the day after. I feel so great today, so proud of myself and so glad I didn't give in to that moment of temptation. I would have felt like absolute crap today if I had ruined 23 days of sobriety. And for what? One weak moment?

The next time I have a craving I'll try and focus on the day after. Thank you all !!

Viva Granada Libre!!!!! (An obscure movie reference. I'll be VERY impressed if anyone knows which movie it's from! LOL)
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