Welcome Back..I won't repeat gypsy feet but that was me except soccer was football. We alcoholics are not always easy to pick out of a crowd. As someone said it does not discriminate. You can do this and I am pretty new so have no good advice except if you fall get back up, dust off and start over. You are not the first on here to deny and get angry.
This is a great site with great people all in the same boat no matter if it is 20 days or 20yrs. It is part of our life and it does get better! I am so looking forward to the 20 yr point! We are all here for you Daphne....