Hi Sunset2000
Just to add that if you called me today and asked what to do about these people/poker games I would advise you to politely say to them "I am really sorry but right now I have some things going on in my life and I am unable to host any games for the next couple of months, or participate". There is no need to explain any more other than "I'll keep in touch"
That way you leave the door open, you don't blame them and you give yourself some time to get well.
Now if you get a sponsor they may advise differently and fair enough but you have expressed a lot of anxiety of this issue on this forum and I think need to take care of yourself and put your recovery first.
Take care.