Hi David
Its great you have the support of your wife, and it's great you're here too
You already know how hard this can be - I don't think we can ever have too much support...
It is hard - but accepting I could not drink 'normally', deciding I would not drink again, and changing my life accordingly has been the best decision of my life.
Three years on, my life is one I could only dream of when I was sitting in my room drinking all day.
More importantly perhaps, I'm much closer to the man I want to be
I hope SR can do for you what it's done for me
Welcome!
D