Daphne - I just read this post #16 and not any of the others here and so forgive me. My question is WHY are you even on a sober recovery site. Its for people that are addicted to things. You obviously have no problem with drinking from what this post indicates. Do you have a loved one that is addicted to something and that is why you are here? Just confused. Sorry.
BTW - I am totally not saying you cannot be here because that would not be right. I just am honestly asking why and there is no underlying meaning in this question.